i.am.not.feeling.well.
i had a great long talk with cousin Farah last night by the phone. the call was initially made by me to ask for a friend's number; but was dragged up to almost 2 hours. (and she don't even have the number). we talked bout everything - my life, her life, family, works, memories during working at Mc Donalds, controversy, friends and just about everything. i feel kinda relief. i don't have any problems. no, i don't have any burdens. but after the long talk with her just make me feel relief. from whatever.
we were born in d same year (as well as cousin Effa). we grew up together. we even share a circle of friends. we had our first working experience together. we likeD a same guy. we argue. then we laugh. we even cried together. we share secrets. i guess i just miss her; being with me all the time during my high school year.
i remember, there was a letter she wrote for me when i was going to matriculation. i cried reading it. i kept on reading the letter through my whole year in matrix. i don't need to mention what's inside. just know that what she wrote touched me deep inside.
p/s: Effa, i miss you too! =p and thanks for always be there for me too!!