My very stupid mistake

Sobsss.

I used to have a Gmail account associated to my old blogshop. I registered this blog account with a Yahoo account. A few years later, Gmail and Blogger merged or something so all must use only Gmail account for log in. I remember linking my Yahoo account with the Gmail-blogsop account. In addition, I also added my Gmail-personal account as my blogs admin. Then, I started to blog with my Gmail-personal account for log in.

But since I closed down the blogshop, I decided to delete the Gmail-blogshop account as well. Eventhough I do not check the email anymore, I just feel like deleting it anyway. And so, without thinking much, I did.

Then only I realize that all the photos embedded in all my blogs posted BEFORE I started blogging with my Gmail-personal account for log-in were uploaded by the Gmail-blogshop account. And all the photos are gone together with the email account.... *sigh* *cry* All the photos were 'kept' online with the email or something like that I don't know how to put it in words,  so there you go... I have hundreds of posts WITHOUT pictures. Just hundreds of photos of an exclamation mark.

(Posted on 20th October 2009)

Yeah... my blog is now full of this. :(

I miss....

I miss hanging out lepak makan tengok wayang window shopping doing outdoor activities blablabla. I feel like I haven't watched any movies since ages!

I miss tweeting. I miss being a Twitter addict. I miss holding my phone while having meals, checking on the Tweetdeck every 5 minutes just to communicate randomly with the Twitter friends. :(

I even miss hanging out in front of the television at home doing nothing at all. Or watching TV series on my iPad. Yeah.. I have downloaded two episodes of Revenge, four episodes of Glee, three episodes of New Girls and few others and they are still in my waiting list to be watched. . Haishh.

I miss lying down on the bed reading my favourite book.

And the thing that I miss the most is blogging! I have so much to tell but I'm too busy to blog. :(

I need the time on my own.
I just have to get through with THIS, and then I'll have all the time I needed, insyaAllah. And then I'll do massive update to this blog.

In the meantime, I hope I pray that everything will go well. Semoga semua urusan dipermudahkan Allah. Aminnnn~

p/s: Thanks Baiti and Hanie for the surprise you guys arranged last Saturday. Suka sangat! Love u guys a lot!!!

p/s 2 : It's a final countdownnnnn! *CUAK MODE SWITCHED ON*

Dugaan di bulan Ramadhan

Semalam pagi-pagi masuk ofis terus siap2 kene pegi Kuala Pilah, ada pegawai KPT nak visit Clinical School sana so bos suruh ikut dia pegi. Agak teruja sebab dah lama tak pergi Kuala Pilah, sejak meninggalkan KMNS dalam 2004. Semua org duk cakap dah tak lalu Bukit Putus, so dah tak pening-pening.

Habis lawatan dan mesyuarat dalam pukul 11 lebih terus berangkat pulang ke Bukit Jalil. Dalam perjalanan tu sempat lagi singgah beli makanan-makanan dan buah di kedai di tepi jalan Kuala Pilah. Macam la pergi melawat melancong ke mana-mana nak beli macam2 untuk bawak balik ke rumah kan.

Nona Sarawak

Bad experience with Sajian Enak, Kenanga Wholesale City

I don't normally blog about any shop that I went and had bad experience with. But I really really want to blog about this particular restaurant that I had a very very bad service I've ever received.

Went to Kenanga Wholesale City with mum, cousin, aunty and niece last Saturday. Was very hungry and looked for a place to eat. We saw this one Malay restaurant, Sajian Enak, located at floor 3A. They had promotions such as Nasi Minyak dengan Dalca Daging and Nasi Kerabu. Mum felt like eating Nasi kerabu so we decided to have our lunch there.

And let me tell you our experience there.

Should I let my mind or my heart do the calculation?

28.10.09

Have it ever happened to you when you want to do something badly but you didn't know if it is good or bad for you?

Have you ever needed to make choices but you didn't know what's the consequence you'll face when the choices are finally made?

There are two things that I really need to consider of letting go.

One thing that I THINK I should let it go, even when my heart says I SHOULDN’T.

And another which I KNOW I should let it go, too but my heart keep saying DON’T.

Both are killing me.

Kesinambungan cerita semalam.......

29.07.09

7.00 pagi
Kecoh sekejap kat kampus kejuruteraan USM Nibong Tebal bila ada notis ditampal bahawa kampus akan ditutup selama 7 hari bermula 29 Julai sehingga 5 Ogos 2009.

Ape lagi..memang kekecohan gila lah. call mak. update facebook status. tweet. what else? haha. Pastu bila kesedaran dah kembali, baru la sedar lapar..and nak pegi breakfast dgn roommate. sampai kat guard, kene patah balik sbb no one is allowed to go out of campus without doing the medical check up. isk.nak g makan je pon. so patah balik ke kafe staff utk makan, sambil bergosip tentang cuti sempena h1n1 ini.

dimaklumkan bhw pelajar PostGrad dikecualikan dari cuti. haiisshhh~ mengapakah kami kena merisikokan diri kami ni? tp since xde kes positif lagi, xpe la. kene tenangkan jiwa raga dulu.

Pastu pegi kafe lembaran untuk membuat pemeriksaan kesihatan. Gila ramai orang. yg tensionnye tgk bdk2 siap bawak beg besar2 lagi pulak tu. sbb ada pengangkutan disediakan untuk ke Parit Buntar & Butterworth.


beberapa jam kemudian..

GEORGETOWN: Kampus kejuruteraan Universiti Sains Malaysia (USM) di Nibong Tebal ditutup selama seminggu, mulai hari ini selepas 20 pelajarnya dikesan dijangkiti penyakit seperti influenza atau ILI.
Perkara itu disahkan Timbalan Pendaftarnya, Mohamad Abdullah menerusi satu kenyataan media di sini, sebentar tadi.
"Hanya aktiviti akademik serta kuliah ditangguhkan dan ia akan dijadualkan semula nanti. "Aktiviti lain akan berjalan seperti biasa," katanya.

(sumber : Berita harian Online)

kami yang student2 PG masih x berpuas hati nih. dah la duduk dalam kampus, di mana ade pelajar yang dikuarantinkan. iskkkk.

dah abes melepak bergosip dan segalanya, balik bilik , check email...

"...Semuanya berjalan dengan lancar, sehinggalah jam 10.40 pagi tadi apabila dimaklumkan bahawa ujian makmal Kementerian Kesihatan yang dijalankan ke atas sampel yang dihantar mendapati empat orang pelajar positif Influenza A (H1N1). Sekali lagi keadaan menjadi panik seketika dan satu perjumpaan dengan Ketua Jabatan serta pegawai-pegawai perubatan diadakan untuk mengetahui apa tindakan yang perlu diambil seterusnya..."

"..Bagaimana dengan Pelajar Ijazah Tinggi?
Kelas dan makmal untuk pelajar Ijazah Tinggi berjalan seperti biasa dan mereka bolehlah berhubung terus dengan Dekan atau Timbalan Dekan untuk mengetahui perkembangan."

ROSNI BINTI HASAN
Penolong Pendaftar Kanan
Pejabat Pengarah


uwaaaaaaa...!! nak balikk! oh supervisor...tolong la..saya mahu balik..

:'(

Bijak...Bijak...

saya, dengan bijak nye telah meninggalkan adaptor laptop saya di rumah.
tahniah, cik bubbles. hurmm..

nak cerita mcm2. nanti la yer. boleh bukak laptop max 2 hours je, then borrow roommate's adaptor to charge. :(

tp ape yang pasti....saya sangat gembira berada di rumah minggu lepas!!! hehehe

sehingga ketemu lagi.... selepas bonda tercinta mengepos adaptor saya. ok.

Cerminku retak seribu........

Encik Boifren saya mengalami kecelakaan. Sedih.

I was taking a nap. x jugak. I was sleeping petang semalam sbb kesakitan perut yg melampau, then at about 5pm Yun, a coursemate called.
"Ju, kereta ju ade pape ke, knp ramai org bekumpul mcm tgk2 kete ju?"
i was so mamai, and asked her to please check my car for me dulu. then few minutes later, a knock on my door. Yun came.
"Ju, cermin kereta ju pecah."
Whatttttt?? *terus segar tetibe*

So the what happened was org yg memesin dan memotong rumput sedang memotong rumput di sekitar itu dan seketul batu kecik telah terbang dan mengenai cermin kereta.
It's the cermin at the driver side. thank God cermin ade tint. kalau x pasti ia berderai2 sudah. then yun ajak g tengok, she said the uncle (the boss) ada and he wanted to see the car owner. he gave me his number, asked me to give him a call lps repair for claim. rase nk menangis gak la tgk kereta cmtu.

then balik bilik, called Bf, told him bout it, n asked what 2 do. i was still in pain n xde mood nak setel everything, ingat nak tunggu this morning je, tp pun kene masuk lab. sementara menenangkan hati sendiri tu, Bf called his friends yg keje kat kedai half-cut and bengkel2 kat area sini tanye if ade Myvi nye cermin. then got one kedai have it. he asked me to go to the workshop terus, takut malam2 hujan or ape2 nnt.

so i picked kak faha up utk menemani saye ke bengkel arai (promote jap hehe). gile bwk kereta slow & steady. bile smpai jalan yg membuatkan kereta 'melompat' (what shud the word be eh?), dengar bunyi kaca2 jatuh dlm pintu. sedih ade, takut pun ada. buatnye die jatuh bederai tgh2 jalan. huhu..

kesian Boifren... kene bedah..

alhamdulillah, siap terus.
tetiba dunia saya jadi terang.
cermin belah driver cerah aje. aaahhh. x best. sape2 sila blanje saye tint balik, pls.

masuk lab la weh. buat keje. bos dah balik dari geneva. huhu

i want to blog about girlfriends visit+vacation in penang. tp nnt la. busy lak. hehe. i liikkkeee!

unbreak my heart

*edited*

am i too emotional?
yes, i do.
pls,Julia pls, dont be.

btw, feel much better.
i was way overreacted.

Karma

Kar.ma (Kär-mæ)

1. Action that has consequences
2. Fate ; Destiny

So it has been blogged about, huh. Well, i dont wish to comment or say anything further. Just so you know, things happened to me and everyone , but i don't blog about it. Why? Because i dont want to buka pekung di dada. There's no need for outsiders to know what had happened.

At least the incident happen in the house. Only. But, she did something to us involving outsiders. A letter. 8 year ago. Still fresh in my mind, and still well kept. Have i ever blog about it? No. That was not the only thing, by the way....

Whatever it is, i belive in Karma. What goes around, come around. What goes up, will come down. Allah promises that. I do not wish to blog about what hurt us, may Allah repay everthing. Wallahualam..

p/s: bile la laptop nak repair ni... asyik x dpt online aje... =(

..........

Internet Connection kat bilik tak de since Ahad...!!!!!!!

Aaarrgghhh!!!!

Menyampah!!

Mengade!!!

Exam... Oh.. Exam...

i have my mold & die design paper this morning at 9. just dropping by, blog-hopping and check the mails to calm myself down. i cant look at the notes anymore. enough input already. adding some more will just help my brain to explode.

last saturday, students from faculty of applied science Uitm Shah Alam (polymer & material tech) who are also members of Plastic & Rubber Institute of Malaysia (PRIM) Student Chapter: Central Region visited our school (PRIM Student Chapter : Northern Region). we couldn't prepare much since everyone is busy studying for final. overall, it turned out good (i guess.. and i hope). and hey, a friend from SAB, Eza was with the group. she called just few minutes before they arrive and told she was coming too. so loooong since we've last met. pics will be uploaded later.

this baby lappy's hard disk had been cleared. the movies + dramas that i've watched had been deleted. why? because... i'm downloading more and more stuffs - preparation for my very long holiday before my viva (on last week of April, maybe). yay!! i am so gonna love holiday. will be back home for a while before coming back here and working on the presentation. might also start sending my stuffs home... leaving USM, huh~

good luck in your very 'final' exam, Julia~
and best wishes to all..

For you...

Hopelessly Devoted To You

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you
You know, I'm just a fool who's willing
To sit around and wait for you
But baby can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "Fool, forget him"
My heart is saying "Don't let go"
Hold on 'till the end
That's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

-Olivia Newton John-

Nothing i hate about Patrick Verona...

few days back, i was so proud to be the one informed baiti about the death of brad renfro. that means i still remember her so-called 1st love aite. hehe...

this morning, when i was still sleeping, i got a sms from baiti.

"noi, my cousin said heath ledger passed away today!"

all i can reply was,

"OMG!"

i was still sleepy but i can understand the meaning of heath ledger passed away. that means my favourite actor, heath ledger is no longer alive!

he was my Casanova...

he was found unconscious and naked in his apartment at NYC, died because of drug overdosed.

i'm gonna watch 10 Things I Hate About You today. daa~

my presario.....

i am still waiting for my laptop.
still waiting for a call from hp service centre.
i might be back to kl to pick it up later when it's ready but, nvm, i would love to travel all the way as long as i can see my presario back.
gosh i miss it so much!
i miss the songs + videos + movies + drama inside.
i need to start working on my FYP report.
also miss the games i used to play when i am bored.
and mostly i just miss the laptop itself.
uwaa....!!!
kenape la x reti jage baik2... kan dah kene masuk wad!!!

i am SO not ok!

and now only i realise that my printer broke down.
i didnt even touch it after the last use --> copying past year paper a week ago.
and just now when i wanted to use it; it is not operating.
just....nice!!
perfect timing to break down.
huh!~

i fell like s***!

i cant sleep.
yet i cant study.
i cant look at the books more than 1 hour.
but the problem is, after i get some rest, it's hard for me to find the mood and start studying again.
i got another 4 papers 2 go.
in straight 6 days.
starting this monday.
somebody help please!
this is my last year.
my suppose-to-be final year to improve my result before graduating next year (insyaAllah).

Ya Allah, give me strength.
i need strength.

People, pls pray 4 me too...
thank you...

....

internet in campus macam ntah pape. i cannot upload any single picts. =( mcm die swuh stadi je exam2 ni kan....

Work Work Work

the Mood still hasnt came back yet.
i am still in the lazy mood.
lots of work to be done.
i should have started NOW.
dear Julia,
pls...
bring back the mood and start working.

[ t e n s i o n ]

it's 5.23 o'clock in d morning and i am still awake.

i should get ready with my IT 'pameran' thing but what happen is my file cannot be open and i need to re-do all of it again. =(

the pameran going to be tomorrow, Wed 1/8/07

i DO feel scare to d the presentation thing cuz it will be an English presentation and i know my English is bad. but, YES! try ur best! ; )

chaiyo2!